GREAT weekend :)

my date with joe sat night was awesome! we had so much fun :) and we had sooo much sake .. . the poor guy spent a ton of money on dinner that night! he picked me up at my apt, we walked to blue ribbon, a really good sushi restaurant like 1 block away from my apt. dinner was fun, then we went back to my apt to wait for evelyn and her friend to get in (they were driving from ct). we sat on the couch watching SNL and cuddling (and a little bit of kissing) while we waited. it was really cute :) then when the girls arrived they got ready for us all to go out, but by then joe and i were pretty wasted and the girls were tired, so we just stayed at the apt drinking wine and hanging out. i don't remember what time he left - maybe around 2:30 or 3 or so, it was pretty late. i walked him out, gave him a kiss, and told him to call me when he got home. he called me last night just to say him, and i tried to convince him to go salsa dancing with us tonight. i dont think he's very confident in his dancing, though, so i don't know if he's going to come. . .

meeting my little buddy was awesome! she was really timid and shy in the beggining of the afternoon, but by the end she had a huge smile on her face and was holding my hand and all! the mom seems nice, too, and she was really friendly with me. she said she had a really good feeling about me, and she knew we would get along great. i was shopping with evelyn and francis, her friend yesterday, and i got a call from julia (my little buddy). i was really surprised she called since she had been so shy and quiet the day before, but it was nice. i'm going to call her this afternoon (hopefully i won't forget. . .).

last night evelyn, francis and i met up with peter at bertuccis. it was fun, the food was really good. afterwards peter drove me home and we had another "talk". i'm so sick of all drama. he was asking me why i've been so cold and weird with him lately, why i've been so different since i got back from miami, blah blah blah. at the end he was just like, "jules, just tell me you don't have any feelings for me". so i replied, "peter, you're one of my closest friends, of course i care about you". he says: "no, you know what i mean". so by this point i'm fed up and reply: "ok peter, that's what you want to hear? i don't have any feelings for you". by this time we're in front of my door. he thanks me for being honest with him, says i did him a favor. . .

this morning i wake up and receive a 3 page letter from him in an email. he said he wrote it a while ago and most of the stuff in is stuff he's already told me. the last paragraph says he's going to need to be away from me for a while, that it's hard for him to be around me and not be with me, that he can't even think of me being with another guy. . .

so yea, how the heck are you supposed to react to that? he definitely succeeded in making me feel like a heartless bitch. he said not to bother about replying, that he wasn't expecting a reply since i probably don't even care about anything he's saying. so, what do you girls think? what do i do/say?

having evelyn in the city was great! i love that girl :) she's coming back this coming weekend with her girlfriend. rey will be here the weekend after that, and then i go home for president's day!

ok, time to work. meg - how was your weekend??