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well jules is having a busy day :) so i'm posting her IMs as a way for all of us to hear about the conversation.. i'm sure she can fill in more for us later :)

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r u p i e land: yup. so everything ok with peter? i heard tidbits when i went to sleep that night
r u p i e land: if you want to blog it instead.. that would work too :-)
smurf1015: haha
smurf1015: yea, i don't know
smurf1015: anusha said the same thing in the blog :-)
r u p i e land: heh heh
smurf1015: i guess everything's ok, i dunno
smurf1015: p: i don't want us to just be friends
smurf1015: j: lets be friends
smurf1015: blah blah blah
smurf1015: same stuff again
r u p i e land: ha ha
r u p i e land: oh well :-) at least he's persistent
smurf1015: haha
smurf1015: yea
smurf1015: not fair though. . .i was still pretty wasted when you guys came home
r u p i e land: yeah.. not a good time to have a talk
smurf1015: exactly
smurf1015: did he say anything on the drive home?
r u p i e land: not really
r u p i e land: he said he was confused
smurf1015: why's he confused?
r u p i e land: i don't know.. i didn't really keep talking about it
r u p i e land: but my guess is that he sees the way you are in person.. affectionate and everything.. and sees that there could be something there
r u p i e land: he porbably is just hoping you'll change your mind :-)
smurf1015: haha
smurf1015: yea, but i was always affectionate with him - even before we kissed
smurf1015: megan mentioned something yesterday - about me laying on him at your apt
r u p i e land: ha ha.. yeah they were joking in the kitchen
smurf1015: and that's def something that i would have done before
r u p i e land: her and nush and me
r u p i e land: yeah true
r u p i e land: but it probably means more to him since you have kissed
r u p i e land: you know?
smurf1015: i know
smurf1015: but. . .i don't want to be totally cold with him, either
smurf1015: you know?
r u p i e land: yeah.. it's hard to just switch
r u p i e land: it seems like when this happens between friends that you want to go back to "normal" but one person never really thinks it's normal again
r u p i e land: and it's usually the person who wants something more
smurf1015: ugh
smurf1015: yea
r u p i e land: yeah :-(
smurf1015: i guess i'm just hoping it'll get better with time
r u p i e land: are you sure you don't want this though? you seem so happy with him :-)
smurf1015: haha
smurf1015: yea, i'm pretty sure i don't want this right now
smurf1015: but you're right, we get along great. i guess that's why we've been good friends for so long
r u p i e land: yeah you guys definitely get along great.. it's really cute :-)
r u p i e land: ok.. blog all this!!! so nush can read too :-) otherwise just post our conversation
smurf1015: haha
smurf1015: i'll post our convo
smurf1015: cause i don't want to write all this
smurf1015: i already have to type up the rr
smurf1015: and do more statistics
r u p i e land: ok... i'll post :-)
smurf1015: so, looks like i wont be working on my self review during the day
smurf1015: thanks. . .you're awesome :-)
r u p i e land: no prob..
smurf1015: i know you probably like your office
r u p i e land: oh.. he also mentioned that you thought he was ignoring you
r u p i e land: which was confusing too i think