12.8.2004

ave q!

i'm excited for tonight :) nush- we can definitely grab dinner ahead of time. i have a meeting from 5:30 to 6:30 now but can meet right after. could you come here and then we'll go somewhere close to here and walk over?

jules and i just sat through our weekly meeting too.. although this week it wasn't as long as usual.

megan- i haven't really responded to all the goings on in your life recently :( sorry! the picture that didn't really show up yesterday was supposed to cheer you up but i uploaded it and then ran away from my desk so i never got to write a message.

all the stuff with jessie.. here's my lil piece of feedback although this is now days oild :( it seems like things like that.. or relationships like that need to get bad before they get good.. otherwise they never get good. it's like if you guys just stayed in this semi-awkward not really interacting stage then you'd both always be unhappy and never really talk about things b/c it's easier not to. it has to get bad so that the situation is finally out in the open and discussable. otherwise it's not really said. i mean at a certain point.. (i think!!) she'll realize that she wants you in her life and that means having a lil bit of edgar in her life.. i'm just guessing here but it seems like even if she has really strong feelings about the edgar thing that eventually those have to get balanced by the fact that you are with him again and he's in your life.. it's like the friends that never like their friend's boyfriend.. if the friend sticks with the boyfriend, the friends eventually com around. they aren't suddenly best buds.. but are at least civil and in the same place.

i hope you guys (you and jessie) get more time to spend with each other.. that also seems like it really won't change until it's bad enough that people notice.

ok.. enough of the morbid advice. i can't wait to see you!! what is our plan for that weekend again? i'm thinking about taking friday off too so i can join you guys for the museum and whatever else you do.

jules- have you talked to the bossman yet?

nush- glad you got some time away from things.. and that you have been thinking abotu what you really need! it's important to put you first and make sure you are always happy :) super completely happy :)

i took the SATC quiz and am carrie also. weird.. am i really carrie? i thought charlotte too.. actually i don't know anymore..

i'll upload more pics when i can from the party.. there are some fun ones that other work people sent out that i'll try and put on the blog.