i'm not hot-headed!

yea, i just talked to rupa and she made me feel a little bit better about the whole peter thing. basically, there's no need for titles right now, right. so we'll probably talk tomorrow, i'll tell him that we should just see what happens cause i'm a big chicken shit and i don't want to ruin our friendship. . .and i definitely don't want this to end in a jackie/este kind of thing. ehh. . .we'll see.

why do things with boys have to be so complicated??? if you have a boyfriend, you think it's overrated. if you're single, you want a boyfriend cause you want someone to cuddle with. and then when you find someone that likes you, you're scared to deat cause they actually like you and you don't want to commit. ok, maybe i'm just talking about myself here and i'm alone on this one, but that's exactly how i feel.