MIA

I think that is not allowed by boyfriends. Dev did that all day yesterday. I dont get it. I just want to date someone who when they wake up in the morning they WANT to call me and say hi, and when they are going to bed they WANT to call and say good night. Is that really too much to ask for? I dont even want to ask Dev to do that (which even though I have, he still doesnt) I just want him to want to do that. I guess this is one of those "this is why girls are so confusing" things.

Megan - did you find edgar?

I feel good today - i went to the gym last night after the conference, ate spinach for dinner, worked out this morning, am now drinking slim fast...tonight im having dinner with my cousin and his wife. and my mom gets back tomorrow!!! i asked allen if i could leave at 3 and go meet her at the airport, he said of course :) so ill leave at 3, take the train to jfk and surprise her. i cant wait to lay on her lap the whole car ride home!!!

im not sure if dev is coming...in my frustration about him being MIA i uninvited him. he was/is mad, but i didnt talk to him last night and now he is in atlanta/pittsburg so who knows when ill talk to him...maybe he will just show up at the airport.